Pissing Off the Gods

~ Pissing Off The Gods~ A Poem by Debbie_Philly I wrote this while in allot of pain I must have messed up this time maybe I pissed off the Gods too many times with promises of devotion , maybe I'm not what they want. Defective,Diseased,Unsightly I went into the box and asked for forgiveness for that sin 18 years ago, I thought I was pardoned sorry is always the name. I was Sorry..... I still am Maybe this is my punishment if its like this now will it be worse after the lights go out , do they just go out? Will I get a reprieve for time and suffering served . THIS PAIN IS TOO INTENSE I'm not really sure how much more I can bare , truthfully The pills you ask?? Ha Yea well they don't work really Can't even get a buzz to forget for a while, yet they dominate my life. I must have pissed someone off it's the only thing I can come up with, what other reason for all this PAIN , my whole life ..... It's building to a crescendo that's getting ready to explode in a big way. I feel it coming and when it does ... DUCK.... because it's gonna be Messy By: Debbie Mills Kelly This is not a feel sorry for me piece... I know alot of people suffer. Its just what came out of my head last night and ended up... bleeding out onto the paper. Thank you !!