Pernicious Goddess

I remember the loathing looks you gave, Lashing out like i misbehaved, I can still taste your fist as i stood brave, How could you be so malevolent, so depraved, I did nothing but love you, as your hate you engraved, All over my face, In one crashing wave, You said you loved me, but your actions misgave, I wanted to leave and tried to stay strong but caved, I opened the door for your return, this unsightly road I alone paved, Now i sit alone staring at you, hopelessly enslaved. It only happened once, that fluttering, I saw the eminence of your beauty, so enticing, I read the words on your lips, as my own were quivering, They touched, I froze, You moved forward embracing me, I realize now that it was always you, to whom i was waiting, We never exchanged words, and yet now its only your love i am attaining, We sit and talk, everything you say, to me, is exhilarating, I couldn't imagine life without you, what i feel is never fading, You saw through my own lack of character, abating, When it came to you, it was well worth waiting.