Peace and Love My Definition

Oh man the futures looking bleak Like my life has sprung a leak If one more thing goes wrong, I just might freak Feel like my life has seen it's peak My mind is drowning in a flood I've shed my tears and shed some blood I know that I'm far from a stud But I refuse to be a dud Should I make a change or play along? I've set down my vice at sound of gong But Ill drink it down 'til nothings wrong And write my sorrow in a song Without pain life would be a bore Although I've wished it away before It helps me appriciate what I adore And understand things I abhor But love and peace our my definition I thrive on joy it's my nutrition It will bring my dreams into fruition And help me realize my mission.