Past the Memories

Past the memories past all the time I wasted Was time wasted Almost every second of the day had to keep my mind under control wandering from scenario to scenario My thinking too much is what's been messing me up It's also the cause of the end the end...the end...I keep seeing lurking in the shadows grabbing ahold of my feet and pulling me down from my failed flight knocking down my height and sent me falling faster An anthem for my misery I received only yesterday, just yesterday yet there is no end Finally happiness can come my way Optimistic is something I'm not Pessimistic seems to be my home feeling like a walking black hole There's something keeping me under control or so I'm thinking Oh No There it goes My mind plays another trick on me putting into play a scene off a famous DVD of me holding once more... holding once more... holding once more... holding once more...