Past Ever Last

Alone in this world fallowed by some random girl that girl in the past was me I try to run but she's always there Just google our name and see I can not help the things I've done I promise you it was not fun the hurt I've caused to those I've loved and how I've hurt myself I've stolen lied and often cried inside I feel I may have died and im only 20 now I've worked real hard for things to change new job new home and a life that's lame then someone talks and again you see my shame forever I will live with the misguided actions of a young girl is so much pain you see at from 9 my life was not fine hooked on drugs by a brother I loved tragedy only grew if only I knew the pain that was to brew father saw only me to blame 10 years of street life a back ally pimp saw some gain he brought me out of the rain tried selling me to a cop then pop pop pop my life was now in chains still a virgin jailed for prostitution sentenced to a life of shame. now here I am rejected by family rejected by work rejected by love all because of who I was.