Paranoia

How can I live in this world, Where flattery, hypocrisy, coax, bigotry, shrewdness, impersonation are huddled? But I’m a dunce to do all of these utterly necessary characteristics. How can I live in this world, Where killing, corruption, forgery, treachery are inseparable part of success? But I’m a coward of accepting this kill or to be killed ideology. How can I live in this word, Where fornication, rape, seduction, adultery, spumes of sperm, prowling and attacking of vaginas are so recommended to be a hero, a man? But I’m disgorging of thinking these stuffs. How can I live in this world, Where money, wealth, contentiousness, covetousness are the scale of being counted as a human? But I’m fool to imagine of these terrestrial crowns. How can I live in this world, Where I cannot cope up with me, I can’t believe me, I can’t love me, I can’t forgive me, I can’t touch me, I can’t respect me, I can’t make understand me, I can’t endure me, I can’t ………..