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Everything that's real passes me by Cause I live on a sheet of paper I could leave it anytime I want Convincing myself there's always later Writing about lives I've never lived Scares me how I act beyond my age As I'm fading into the background Becoming a character on a page In a fibrous bed Is where I lay my head The ink stains my clothes Watch as I, decompose I'm too young to think this way I should live and feel everyday Always goes back to the pen with me Real life doesn't phase me and honestly At times I prefer my paper world Falling in love with artificial girls Words can't break your heart, their with you from the start Ink flows in my veins, to me it's just a game I'm too young to think this way Am I far too gone to be saved? Just one marvelous frame in this world My beauty is like the autumn leaves Pretty to see, don't you know I'm dead? Enshrouded by a blanket of make belief Instead of trains I played with pencils Literature in my box of toys At 6 I held my books in wonder Desire to intrigue, though I'm just a boy I tire of real things Pen holds my puppet strings I have had enough Poetry is my love I'm too young to think this way I should live and feel everyday Always goes back to the pen with me It's where I go to breathe and honestly At times I prefer my paper world Falling in love with artificial girls Words can't break your heart, their with you from the start Ink flows in my veins, to me it's just a game I'm too young to think this way Am I far too gone to be saved? With enormous zeal I burn oil by the desk Drifting, fading, I Become a child less and less It's how I escape This cold and earthly shell Is it really me You're talking to, can you tell? Would you remember me like a good book? At times I wish you would See me as a work of art, a wondrous look I really don't think you could Instead of a box beneath the ground I'm a mere mortal striving to astound Put me on a shelf and put me in your head Bits and pieces of me to look at when I'm dead Would you remember me like a good book? At times I wish you would... Entered into the contest "How Poetry Has become You" Hosted by Michael J. Falotico

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Date: 3/22/2016 6:15:00 PM
Wow, wow, wow!!!!! I'm so glad I am going through your older writes, Timothy. This is so beautiful! Never lose that distinctive, unique pen of yours!! I found myself relating to this piece a lot. "I tire of real things" I know that feeling all too well. Your imagination, your ability to write is so special..Bringing this line back was very effective: "Would you remember me like a good book?" I will! Most certainly, you have my word! Love this one, you did amazing. Faved. Always, Laura
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Timothy Hicks
Date: 3/24/2016 2:32:00 AM
So excited that you like this, Laura! It was one of my favorite poems (or lyrics) for a long time, as it really expressed some complicated thoughts I was mulling over in my head ... feeling oddly inclusive, for my age ... being misunderstood by people that didn't "get" the poetry world and why people join it, and so on, and so forth.,
Date: 4/10/2013 3:17:00 AM
Wow... thanks all for the comments. So happy I was picked for some of the best poems in the contest amongst all you awesome poets. Means a lot :D
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Date: 3/30/2013 10:01:00 PM
yihaa!!! congratulations, Tim :)
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Date: 3/30/2013 7:34:00 PM
Congrats Timothy...Donna
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Date: 3/29/2013 8:51:00 PM
Tim, Congratulations in Michale's "How Poetry has become You" contest. This was fascinating. Take care and enjoy the up coming Easter Holiday. ~Always*LINDA
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Date: 3/29/2013 4:26:00 PM
Oh this was GOOD, much higher for me..you know ..you are not alone! I was read Longfellow from BIRTH to around 5, at 5 I could read a dictionary LOL, I hid in libraries from 8-21, and started writing verse at 16. YES..you are an old soul ;) Congrads on your verse winning! Light & Love
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Date: 3/14/2013 2:47:00 AM
Hai, Timothy. It is a really profound write, how you become poet and poetry itself. A very good write. I suppose this is from your true journey? :)
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Timothy Hicks
Date: 3/14/2013 12:04:00 PM
Yeah this one is really personal to me. And how I often feel about writing at times... love to hear from you Dinda! Thank you! :)

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