Painful Time

tearing apart with time .... want to blend like whine... but its hard to handle pain ... pain which come with time... i like to take days at a time ... weeks and months and years .... didn't really work for my smile... i am afraid for tomorrow .. cant change whatever done... living today is difficult cause .... i find myself in jungle of spine... cuts through my skin ... slowly drain my blood... thrones in the epithelium ... just getting more premium.... this pain of improvement .. and pain of living.... is far worst then give up... its far bad than resting now.... but this pain from now ... making me stornger for tomorrow... these tears when heal... I'll have a skin which cant be pealed... salt in my wounds will make me stronger....... the pain near death i feel now... will give me my life with comfort and WoW...