Painful Misery

Painful words fill my head, As misery chokes me down. And though I lie in my bed, I rather be six feet underground. I don't know what to do now, Or how to stop the pain. In my head I scream out loud, As tears fall down like rain. And my life is full of showers, As my days are filled with dread. I feel like I have no power, As I curl up on my bed. Words torture me, As they swirl 'round and 'round. Increased is my misery, I fall to the ground. Words are painful misery, And I feel like the only one. The words continue to hurt me, And so I pull out a gun.