Pain Beneath My Skin

The feeling of being alone never goes away The pain inside always seems to stay I cover it with a smile When I am hurt all the while This feeling is deep inside It’s the only one I really hide I want to let it disappear It would be like letting go of fear I ask myself how can this be This isn’t me But when I look further in I can see it beneath my skin The feeling of being hallow That’s when it is hard to swallow It’s such an easy word suicide But really what can I decide The ending of my life With only just a knife Would be the best way to go Only so many don’t think so I have made my decision This will be the only incision Right above my wrist The blood flows away in a bloody mist I watch it until my vision fades And I drop my blades Finally my eyes close and that’s all I see This is my final glee to be free