Pain

The pain that bottling is taunting! I keep feeling like I'm failing at flaunting. So each night in my dreams I'm haunted. The feeling of being cold in a dark whole Fighting yourself between death and being alive Trying to work hard to live a normal life but its hard to survive The pain I am feeling is torturing I cant explain how sometimes I feel like I'm falling from a 23,000 feet high building Its captivating and you ever been locked in a dark place before As a kid everything is coming in and all you see is monsters But then I think I am the monster within needing a close friend I try not to think about it but ill take my life just to feel the end.