Pain

A sudden surge of cold blood gushing through my veins, A strange altercation of unknown emotions flocking my brain- driving me insane, trying hard,even harder as i may, but could not hold back those tiny little drops of pain, out it came breaking all barriers of manliness constraint, draining out of my burning eyes, each drop having a tale of its own, of pain, anguish and sufferings else unknown, down fell the curtain ,unfolding all memories that were not so fond, breaking me,choking me, tearing my heart into pieces so several that need not be counted, gasping for breath i looked out for all those scars that could not be healed left on to me just to get me haunted, yelling with a voice resonating with my pain, just a small admonition against Him- "Oh lord was i that mean to have been darned with so much pain? living my life in utter disdain??" this aint a story of An insane, Its only a specimen of His pain !!