Pain

My intention is not to hurt you or to make you feel bad im not that kind of person who likes to see others sad. Yet I never show others my pain, fears and worries or how what you did has effected me in a huge way. Yes we should move on but let's not pretend it's perfect my own life should be worth it You did things your way so please respect the same from me Im doing the best I can, so don't take it all so personally I may not come so often but it's not so easy we each live life diffrently so please try to understand me just like I have for you Everyone's on your side, they see me as in wrong Do you know the pressure lingers most the time I always think of others families and friends Yet sometime I have to do what's right for me All I ask is for your understanding and not to take things personally. Like I said please think of me my choices dont' come easily.