Pain

Tears trickle down my face, Love I had once was fully embraced Memories of a care free spirit, Now is just the thing of the past Being judged was foreign and compassion was known, Growing up shouldn't be a reason for letting those things go Being lost is painful, unbearable, and frightning all in one Pain is what I feel, What I know all to well Joy is foreign and a childhood memory in which I want to fully endure Being care free and spiritually lifted, those are the things I crave and want to fully embrace Why can't I you ask? Because what I feel is pain, Which took years in the making A lost soul who yearns for constant joy