Pain

Writing with a heavy heart, tears in my eyes, You've wounded me again, with your goodbyes. I gave my all to you, body and soul, But it seems my love was never your goal. You utter, "Leave me to my own state," As my heart's bursting, and my eyes can't abate. You want to sleep while I'm left with my pain, Alone on this cold roof, tears like rain. I reflect on the love that once brightly shone, The whole night, I buried memories one by one. Guilt and remorse grip my aching chest, All I wish for now is some much-needed rest. If only our paths had never intertwined, I wouldn't be trapped in this anguish, confined. Do you truly believe this is the end for us? You pushed me away, denied our love, the trust. I can't be enraged; my love's beyond measure, I forgot the world listening to your heart's treasure. But now, silent tears fall from these weary eyes, Shattered by the weight of your ceaseless lies. What I want to express in this heartfelt plea, If I'd never met you, I'd be forever pain-free