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My past, its starting to collide with my present but still, its still a blessing even tho it feels like a desert...everything in life is a lesson, but this one thing may be holding me back from true happiness and it has me feeling lesser, unless I...follow this threw, everything happens for a reason that's why its happening to you! After prayer there's that moment of clarity, but my heart needs cpr I'm in a state of emergency...my past is still haunting me something serious, and that's the one thing I hate telling people I fear it...might run them away...but Lord God let the old me the, the fear in me slowly decay, let me do it your way even it hurts following you does pay, I'm in a hurt locker, I need my heart doctor...make me whole, don't let me sleep on you I'm taking no dose!