Out of the Water

Out of the water come's my emotion's I am a care taker. some day's it feel's like I am drowning. I take care of my mother you see, watching her in pain and suffering it just seem to consume me. Out of the water I try to take deep breath's while thinking, why do the other family member's seem to stay away, don't they see I need help with our mother today. As I sit by her bed , I know they heard what I said! Out of the water it is the waiting as a care taker it get to be to much, as the days go flying by and not leaving the house I get a strange feeling like lonely and out of touch. I know when the day come's and her life will come to a end, I will be sad to lose my mother and my best friend. Out of the water