Other Side of Love

Ever since I loved you I wished to be your only wished to see your face every morning wished to make known to the world of our love wished to wake up everyday with you in my bed wished to associate you with every bit of success wished to love you and love you for ages wished to appoint you queen to run the castle of my life wished, wished, wished and wished for everything good as it were you thought I was supercilious for for having you wished it were long but then long is not forever but then my wishes yet to turn into a dark horse for me to ride you and I world apart with infatuation making me prudish inchoate ideas in your mind a dweeb you consider me root of your decision if its love, we are living a lie