Order In Life

a house with the bottom up thrown clothes, clutter, books everywhere manuscripts, invoices pencils, drawing boards no guests no holiday tables just a shadow of last year I went out and watched the fireworks the most beautiful fireworks in my life they were ordered in writing games new games in dazzling dreams in seamless beauty when they melted I felt alone and went home in the night between the years a man sat down he washed the dishes he was silent he stayed with me replacing the remaining kitten in the country (how gentle to be how good to support a woman who has no desire for anything?) as follows I put a cart, ABBA, on the Internet he smiled and from his phone I heard a blues fear and truth have taken hold gently the heat melted the snow someone sketches a beginning with old brushes