Open My Door For Xmas

My actions are heavy, catching breath to let go all this stress that i carry. I'll fight for two pennies. I'm my own witness but didn't see nothing don't bribe me don't pay me. Karma owes me, She could be beautiful taste of revenge with a cherry. Nothing good is tempting I want it bad miss understood the surroundings that led me. Took it for granted n attracted negativity crossed that line and asked for God to come save me. I miss my dad but steps back wont bring him back. Gifted with words I'll present a rap. Ghost write it on clouds but don't wait. You spend all year shedding tears for me to be saved. I know i got carried away, but i don't want to be here if i cant get u anything for the holiday.