Onslaught

Hey, I like Fast cars, I've lived agood life, wand the worst life like the one your waiting for. Time to grow up, be a man now the perfect life knocking at your door. It's just waiting for you. I've been working on myself since seventeen Medicated on prozac xanax and clonidine first before I go out the door. Taking orders getting pushed around by my own self no just I have a low self-esteem now. Yeah, wake up, same clothes, off I go to hell again Hustle to get money, sinking deeper when I'm tryin' to swim, so much loss I can't stop thinking about him.. I'm tired but I know a guy that has a cure for that I'm wired, that's the only way that I stay golden, barely holding on. My ass always dragging. Remember There's something more and your better than this.You need something better than this Break out the prison of my habits. Always pulled a rabbit out of my fadora. Cuz my family I adore. Don't take a bite of what kills you, honey. fake friends they always be acting funny. Grind hard get that money racks in stacks and a mudered lack truck I stilettos. It looks better that way to me Than being stuck here in this ty house, I just watched a giant rat and a mouse fight for a piece of dog food sometimes you'll be working four jobs to make ends meet. Roman noodle soup no steak not any meat living broke to the bone. Broken in my soul. Mind melted from all the Ecstasy Bones brittle from bad genes sitting here thinking of everyone I have lost created this black hole Yeah, I wake up, same clothes, off I go to hell again Making money, sinking deeper to my abyss, when I'm tryin' to swim. your better than this son, your brighter than the sun gorgeous as your parents, strong and stubborn, you don't stop till you drop, just like ole' Ma and well your pop bless him in heaven watching over you with your sis a bad ass mighty lil' Miss. Dad use to say I'm strongest person he's ever met. I'd saying he's the smartest ass I'd ever know... Funny as he always left me awestruck I came here for something but can't remember, crying tears like rain. thinking of him. Don't lose your sight get loud and put up a fight keep outsiders out and your family close remember stay tight you matter the most that we will always be and there to intervene. Whenever ya need. keep relations private. Recite the mistakes we've made so you never do the same, that'd be a shame. Remember I'm your Ma and I'll love you to my last breath then after death too... Love you sugar britches all and forever