Only God Knows For Sure

there is a particular indention in the wind it is just enough for you to save me i thought for sure that i was going to blow away, but here you come with a shield so needed there is a particular pause in the grey sky's movements it is just enough for you to cover me i thought for sure that i was going to be struck by lightning, but here you come providing shelter from the storm i was once a nobody perpetrating the fraud my reimbursement was the occasional drink from the nearest water fountain i risked my delicate stomach for some free food and a listening ear i risked my personal safety for a peaceful place despite my fear when opportunity knocked, i acted like i was not home i would be the professional waver offering free housesitting without knowing i tainted my own forward progress by just hanging around without growing when belief in the self is indulging in idle time, the easiest pastime is to roam then along came a similar sound in the same version of my walk the footprints are just as unsure the look in the eyes are just as bewildered this is when i knew....Only God Knows.... there is in particular emphasis on a sincerity smile it is just enough for me to appreciate you i thought for sure that i was going to have dream lumps on my head for days but here we go again joyfully packing suitcases in the trunk of the car