One More Time

I will make a collage of my college days Just like I did with my High School days...at least in my mind every May as long as the memories stay with me...I know they won't stray away I say OK to your independent, stubborn ways I pray that you're awright as long as you live with your conditions of rage and sorrow that is going array in my mind of radiant rays that go cray-cray I'm 1/10th of a mile away from you...the wind moves to and fro I need you to be a leader this time I won't let you down as long as you stick with me and never let go Your heart was broken apart, but my arms are open to you whenever you want them...your worth way more than a dime Naked and shameless Shaved my whole body, not for the sake of everybody The hairs of torturous masculinity has become a bathroom's mess My masculine side is still restored within me with feminine influences along with it...possibly... You are worth gold... I'm worth silver... I place you not on hold I'm a bold believer... I'm the teacher and you're the student, so listen up! You play by my rules...no more bullshit and your foolish tools! Behave and listen up to this lesson filled with lectures and fooldumb Engrave it in your brain and don't let it go one ear out the other...resist the gravity pulls... You don't fool me... Don't exaggerate your anger out on me Do you wanna be free? Fly away from your greedy gain; you're in want again...now I see Everything's so Complicated because I contemplated on your compliments, but I feel like you're not genuine about it Here's something I gotta say before we make the call... Don't let things get outta hand, do you understand? From now on before I ran away from it all and didn't stand tall... I wanted to say that our love is as numerous as the beach's sand... I have blew everything outta proportion You gave me so many chances, but We lost the friendship bond and trust I can't stand the darkness and its contortion Waking up, cold on the bed...the palms of your hands are sweaty as usual...I had enough of this maltreatment and I must... Move on from here Minus the fear I have on the inside You only focused on the outside...I abided by your side...you subsided from my side...like a husband that leaves his bride You broken the vows But, I took my last bow Ignorance ain't always bliss and hand me my sweat towels I really hate you right now My spinning head is shifting gears tonight Life is short...you only live once in this physical realm Pack up your bags and fly into the light by your divine flight All you do is scream and lash at me...it can overwhelm... All of me...and it's as painful as injuring the shin You only cared about you I'm cold in my skin and I am a dolphin without his fin Me, myself and I is sick of the things you put me through Running away from the consequences of my love affairs I have done my share of lusts and passions that went overboard I am like an unstable table with damaged, surrounding chairs I have won the battle of bewildered bees and hungry, hotheaded hornets...watching the match wouldn't leave anyone bored... Next making-love weekend, We will have the time of our lives as soon as possible...it's so passionately palpable I don't mean to rudely offend, But I don't love the things you do to me sometimes...hating you is impossible, loving you is unstoppable I realize promises are thrown in the back burner I wanna hold you as if it's my last day alive I don't wanna take you lightly...ran outta time to say that I'm a hopeless lover In a snap of a jaw, I saw you in awe and fell in love with you...so, I thrived to see you again when I arrive... Alive in your arms Survive the harms I've done you in the pros-and-cons past I heal the abominable scars, so they'll not last Mmmmm Hmmmm Head in the cement Then, you bring my spirits ecstasy above the silky white clouds Not Broken, just bent You're a part of me like a tattoo on my chest of I've-tried-my-best in nightmares' shrouds I'm not gonna waste anymore minutes on worrying in a confused state It occurs to me that our paths meet a different direction We go our separate routes, so vermillion guilt becomes serpentine to my desperate Wear me like a hat of honor...who's behind the disguise of this mask of smiles? What lies behind optimistic, yet false authenticness? This ugly monster called cause-and-effect infection Try to remember your promises you whispered in my ears I've been waiting to hear them, calling me for many years Voices in my head were from the deep blue sea Or from hell below...or the heavens above...can't help but feel anxiety ecstasy...a paradise that's burning in flames of avaricity Tell me one more time...I promise this is the last time - What's your name? A name of fame, hunted down by the audience just by mere game? I taste your poetry of free-verse rhyme...heard the first clock chime Who's the one to blame? Is it not this shame? This wild child in me can't be tame...shame...