One More Chance

Here I stand tears like rain Trying to hide my undeniable pain I tried it all whatever the cost I'm the one wound up lonely & lost I say I'm fine.. Anything but Need another drink one more puff I have to numb it's all that I know My addictions already out of control Loneliness consumes me so many fears Cried infinite amount self loathing tears Self hatred so strong comes from within My life's over don't know where to begin I'm so tired dear Lord of wearing this mask Just one more chance to change is all that I ask