You never loved me that much is true,
Now Im questioning did I ever know you,
You promised me the world then took it away,
Leaving me fight through every single day.
You left me with a stranger here
You took away the matthew I held so dear.
What Im left with I dont recognise
You suddenly changed right befpre my eyes.
you dont understand what you have done
How affected I am by you being gone.
Ive never been in love like this before
But then you went and slammed the door
I am lost, lonely and in fear
Its how I feel when you arent near.
You told me stop trying so I did for you
But its not what I wanted, that much you knew
You think it doesnt hurt me to see you flirt
To see you treat me nothing more than dirt.
I was the girl who was your world
Now Im less than every other girl
Im nothing, irrelevant, its how I feel
You cant blame me, its how you've made it seem.
I guess you helped me live a lie
Now I know all I can do is cry.
S here I stand rooted to the spot
Where 9 months ago you threw in the lot
I lost my Matthew that day
And I cant get him back not any way
I wish you could look me in the eye
So you can see what you have done, how youve made me cry
You wont even listen, wont even try
You just kept on walking when you said goodbye.
You will wish you hadnt walked away
You will feel gutted when you think of that day
One day you will see how good you were with me
One day I promise you, you'll see