Once Longing Love

This time your eyes don't seem to bare the familiar strength you been staying away from me you've gone to every length i did every thing i could to lend a helping hand now your broken and its hard to under stand this was no ones plan love makes harsh demands even though i can see your heart is truly broke when i tried to hold you i was just a joke now things are changed nothing like before i have become something so much more a ache still nags deep within my core a life left in ashes spread upon the floor i wonder where you ll go who you ll see i wonder if the only thing you think about is me the empty hole of things left unsaid a wall of noise stands strong in my head some how this feel like I'm dead but I'm watching in you go instead how many times could i try to be the one you needed but i know it was the ego i feed ed a callous soul without any notion of truth hope or devotion farewell my once longing love