Ominous Dark

I was standing in my precipice of loneliness A look at the bottom My soul was shaking totally Risk of falling The risk of death Risk of lack I was confused I was filled with conflicting emotions But your picture at the Beach Waves said angrily:don't afraid...do not be timid...be brave..i am yours. I was doubtful But something in my heart threw me down.a ominous dark thing. I've crashed(fallen) a long time and went down deeply to the sea...while i've seen you On the precipice laughing me and me in the sea crying with your picture in the waves... and a ominous dark thing...you hairs...your pupil threw me down...you killed me...Cruel! Cruel! Cruel! Cruel! You killed me. And i was crushed in the Controversy of the waves and the rocks. I was broken in myself