Old Feelings

Here I am curled up on the floor. Im crying so hard I cant take it anymore. I get up wipe the tears from my eyes. To find myself writing my last goodbyes. Only one person comes to thought. The pain over whelms me cause its me she forgot. I didn't think this is what our future had in store. Just thinking about it makes me cry even more. Every minute that tics slowly by. Makes me more sure ill be left to die. 9 razor blades lay across the table. 3 bottles of pills without there label. Im gonna use those blades and swallow some pills. To finally end the pain and forget how it feels. Once I start there's no turning back. To this kind of pain this is how I react. I hope I cross your mind every now and then. We both know this way it shouldn't of been. I called up death he said hes coming my way. I hope my hero will save me today. Well its probably to late. Guess this is what happens when you lose your soul mate. For the ones still here and find my letter. If your in love I pray that your story ends a little better. bye bye my almost lover