Oh My Friend

I feel so empty right now my heart aches with loneliness i don't know why i say this i hate this feeling but my heart got to feel how it feels to want someone it hurts and drives nuts i feel so alone or maybe i am alone but i have got to do something about it i choose happiness but life chooses distress i choose friendship you choose rivalry i choose liberty you choose silence what do you want? am sure i want you, not your own self but you yourself oh my friend.... i thought it meant everything through the joys and the pains but i guess it only meant your sorrows and my happiness my sorrows needed not matter neither did your happiness oh my friend... this is not friendship but a partnership where this moment is all that matters the sorrows of yesterday and tomorrow are a thing of the past my friend... would i be wrong to depart from you would i be selfish would i be acting irrationally? i don't know but this moment is what matters for its emptiness i feel and its emptiness i hate and i'll go out of my way to get my emptiness filled oh my friend...... how i wish you could fill it