Oh If She Only Knew

You say that u miss me, As if I actually care. You say you cant stop thinking about it, And then it begins inside, I start to scare. I cant believe this is where we are, The same place for the last 4 years. There has been some major changes, But don’t front I still hate when you call me dear. That’s what you call her when she calls when your here, And I stay quiet to keep the lies in tact. You will always have a small place in my heart, Located all the way at the bottom and to the back. But I'm done with you and the lies, I'm done with making deals with the devil. I'm done making this hole that you continue to dig, I'm done with bringing myself down to your level. She cant see that your still a dog, That u still hold me tight and whisper in my ear. If she only knew the things you do and say, Cuz if she knew she might see things a lot more clear. If she only knew what went on all these years, How you loved and held me so tight. Not to worry DEAR you can have him, To be frank he's not worth a fight.