Oev

I just found my happy place. Experimental modulation, laying the perfect foundation for a creative mind. Live off the fruit of the land. And an honest obsession with intoxication, melting your polymer thoughts, remolding them into metallic fantasies that feed on your every-day life. I just found my dark side smiling at me with shiny eyes. Beckoning. Luring me in with the promise of an alternate reality where I'm the big-guy-screw-you making my own moral and social regulations for everyone else to try and spit out over lunch. He says its better with him. He says its like when you're between being asleep and conscious. When you can give birth to any self-animated sequence; and project it onto your Big Screen of a mind, socially invincible. There's no laws, discipline or expectations. You're completely invincible. He wants me to live in the dirge of the world, walking with my head down low. In some self-generated alternate reality. Eyes half closed, and head half empty.