Ode To An Ex

Ive lived my years with my head held high, Yet the pain that fills me wont let me cry, Not until the time that i beg to be freed, I want to be pushing up the flowers all from a seed, I need this all to end before i do something stupid, We all know theres no sweet cherub called little cupid, We met and we flirted and we became one, Now 2 years of hell theres no going back we are done You played your games thinking you are so smart, But i can see your iq is lower than fart, So you run around and tell me that i might have aids, Im sitting here thinking should i pull out the spades, You thinks its so funny but its all just a joke, But i know your not sound that your heart is now broke You lie through your teeth to manipulate me, Im not silly or blind when will you see? You call me those names in front of your friend, We all will laugh when you realise they are pretend, You think this is a game and that you have won, But our son will grow up and learn what you done, He is our flesh and blood but he is no pawn, You cant go out hunting im not just some fawn, I have moved on and will be happy being me You will spiral down depressed into the deep dark sea