Now That Your Gone

Now that your gone and floating amidst Heaven's shores I keep hearing the shutting and slamming of doors Was it you? or my mind playing goolish gools Sweat pouring from my forehead lying on the floor in a pool Thoughts keep pounding in my brain memories of our love shall not ever fade Why couldn't you tell me you were married? instead you lead me to believe in a love tale fairy For over twenty years I stood by you over and over again and to think it all started out just being good friends Lies deception extortations of my beating heart I played the game for I did not want to part Someday I hope the good Lord will forgive me For I'm not one to get down on my knees and beg and plea But guilt is just ripping me apart If I've known you were married I would of never given you my heart RIP Glen X You Player