Nothing Without You

drop by drop it's dripping away time elapses like a rolling tide fast, strong and sudden it will shove you on left or right above or down under only the tide knows where above all only God knows where where is right or wrong which one is better or worse and He knows sure which is the best for us faith... enduring selfless faith surrendering to Him all fears, anxieties and tears all that there is.. to His words that I cling.. in the wee hours that am alone only to Him I utter the words sometimes I can't anymore even say the words just the tears rolling on my cheeks that will tell how am I feeling inside my insides are bursting my thoughts are breaking all i have are pleas pleas that I hope soon it will be heard soon it will be answered I do not want to question I do not want to even doubt I do not even want to blame I do not even want to curse All I do is to hold on Hang on.. hang on.. so tired, so tired.. long enduring nights where no one I can talk but Him yet each day I wake up still.. still I stand up.. resume like nothing really bothers me I smile the brightest smile they say but my eyes can not hide so many longings inside I am trying to understand but it seems understanding isn't enough patience... much patience... and really strength... strength to hang on strength to carry on strength to keep fighting but through it all this prevails I still love you my God and will still be here Thanking you for what you have done and to what You will still do For I am forever Yours And all of these comes from You I am nothing without You. (C) Olive ELoisa 1:33am May 23, 2014