Nothing New

Monday: Nothings new with me today, I go to school alone and afraid I see your happiness and I am safe I go home sit alone in my lonely room crying myself to sleep knowing I mess everything up. Tuesday: Nothings new today except I faked my sickness to cry in my room instead of seeing you, Cause i know no one cares then I paint a picture on my wrist saying 'i will leave this world alone'. Wednesday: Nothings new today went to school and cried in the hall nothings new with me today I'm alright and that's all you know. Thursday: Nothings new today I went to school and saw your face I said hi and you smiled once again I am safe I went back home and paint another picture and letters and wrote your name deep in my wrist.. Friday: nothings new today I saw you and said goodbye.. Saturday:I am alone like always, I hold back all my tears and sorrow and swallow all my pills that I kept away from me for a while until this day.. now i'm gone Sunday: I still fill the pain I've had all my life . But somethings new today .. I am no longer alive