Nothing Is Taken

When everything feels like it has been taken apart when it feels like the world is coming full swing. What can you do when it seems like nothing is going your way all I can do is cry and scream. I want to be around someone or something that is sacred something will not suck the life out of me. The tears can't stop falling they are just flowing down my face like a river stream. I am losing my inner self I am losing all the confidence in me I am losing my energy and the spiritual being. All I can do is scream and shout I need some kind of release some kind of inner peace something that can heal me in a heartbeat. I want to feel life again I want to feel the joy that was once apart of my life that brought a smile on my face. Everything is going in a spirial a downtown spiral that has me thinking that I am going insane. I no longer care about the hurt and pain that has affected me on a personal level. Numbness has taken over me and no feelings hit me at all I am going to be in a daze. My focus has shifted to something that is not for me something that is not me at all. Nothing is Taken but my being that is numb like pain medicine and cold as ice.