Nothing

Spiralling down down down Too far to save me Don't come near me, don't try, I won't let you. I am in my own zone, separate And alone Lonely of my own-making Hated from my own hating Scratched and sore with aching head Nothing helps, nothing said Nothing is what I want, what I am, what I deserve. Nothing. Nothing matters Nothing helps I say, while asking you to help me. Impossible child Impossible to please, to comfort or console Impossible and unreachable Beyond you.