Not Your Future

The pain that I'm having right now It's unbearable, I can't breathe I feel like you waiting on me to take a bow It's starting to feel like my throat dry so I have to heave See right now I feel like quitting I keep telling myself you have to keep pushing Why stay somewhere that's not smooth fitting The only thing that I feel is I got used for gushing I'm a decent woman That knows what she wants And that's me wanting to be your woman But apparently I'm not good enough to flaunt I'm not trying to hurt you I just want a future to build It's not hard to do Only if you allow things to heal I don't want want to fight Just want us to grow But you act like I'm go bite You keep settling yourself for low