Not the Same

Life ain't what it used to be the complications and frustrations are killing me Every where I go, know matter what I do stress and anxiety surround me this is far from anything new I don't want to feel like i've failed I don't want to feel like in myself, I lose But it's getting the best of me it's tearing me down I try to find an escape I try to find a way out But I can't run from my problems they just continue to mound They seem to escalate daily it's like i'm not even here anymore i'm hanging on barely What happened to me why am I not the same It's all my fault there's knowone else to blame I've let myself slip, innocent and sweet I've completely destroyed that name I don't know what to do to possibly change I'm fading away, all I can feel is pain