Not the Better One

She’s the better one Beautiful and what you deserve Comparison is not an option A rock to a diamond I make little to none shine And she can make mountains Upon a hill of grind Full with hate of what I've become to day Disgusted with the monster That’s been created an atomic bomb And I feel all the shame Wishing to change everyday I am a nothing compared to that Perfect is what she is Cute is what you two are Monstrous is what I am Killing is what you’re doing Burning away every dream is what’s happening She is better one Wishing it was me She is the better one