Not Real

She is not real On some bottle I broke the seal Imbibed all it's contents And now I'm pouring all my sentiments Out onto the sidewalk Can't hardly walk The pavement is cool Refreshing to this fool I yell out her name This is not Yatzee a game I'm crawling and mumbling As I try to stand; I'm tumbling I can't make heads or tails Of this pain sharp as nails In the depths of my heart I'm aching and falling apart These feelings are worse Than being trampled by a horse Is it obsession or love? I plead to the heavens above To send her back to me To return things to how they used to be But that won't happen I can't wipe it all away with a napkin But maybe I know a way To make it through the next day I'll just simply tell myself a lie Why I didn't get to say goodbye This truth I will never reveal She was not real...