Not Knowing

I know I made a mistake a mistake that I cannot change but I did it unknowing not knowing the consequences and there are many of them not knowing I will lose you forever and never be in your arms again not knowing you wouldn't want me back after all the times I've tried not knowing I would feel so much pain my heart aches and yearns for your love not knowing I would lay crying so many nights my eyes and head hurting from so many tears not knowing you would move on you no longer want me you like someone else not knowing you wouldn't love me anymore I still love you and always will I hate what I did not knowing the consequences