Not Just a Boy

Why can't i forget him for more that a second? Because at this point He is me and i I don't know how to separate myself Anymore And i miss him Like i miss myself And if we talk i don't want it to be Angry. Hateful Like a hostage negotiation I'll give you back your heart If you give me back mine. I want it to be like Flowers bending toward the sun Missing each other And reaching for light I want to hug him I miss his tallness His lean body Arms that surround me And i feel safe But now i dont I'm not safe Not from myself And my body My arms They show it.