Not Enough Hope

Gray are the skies, the time is at hand. I try to grab a hold of all that I can. The glare of too much light and not enough hope Leaves my hanging motionless like a puppet on a rope. My eyes see intentions yet they are so far away. The truth is unveiled in the words that I say. My heart feels sorrow for its’ evil bidding. I try to find myself but I am conscious ridden. I need to rest yet there’s this burning desire. I reach for the top but I can’t go higher. My ears hear a sound but I didn’t stop to think. My mind goes numb as it disappears in a blink. I try to understand and see so much more. But I seem to freeze when I see what’s in store. I start to feel my soul and then reflect upon myself. Though I found me I must have been somebody else