Not Adding Up

5/30/22 "Not Adding Up" A lot just yap and bluff Electricity I can conduct Even though it all is not adding up At times I had enough Yet couldn't stop myself it's sad and tough So I spent time in an abandoned hut Then ate a muffin that was Banana nut No it didn't help, due to a lack of love A continual pattern of packing nugs Drinking, smoking all day n' night until I'm no longer standing up I was doing bad and stuck Mad as f*** At times like why did life have to suck? A misfit It's as if I've hardly existed I've been cold and distant Somewhat resistant But far from inconsistent Instead of always getting twisted I'll pay her a visit Then go on a picnic Life, just trying to live it Following through more on wishes Instead of heading toward sleeping with the fishes No matter if they want to nitpick Most scared Always trying to impose their Beliefs and opinions, it's unwise to go there You'll just end up nowhere Eventually I found something so rare Regardless if all don't care Similar to the animal world, you're not or you are alpha A carnivore or a strict diet of Alfalfa From Cachagua To Mt. Shasta All the way to Alaska And then beyond Nebraska It's worldwide, not ending in Atlanta