Nobody But My Self To Blame

Gave my heart and soul to thee Changed my look and life to please Accepted good and not so good But still waiting for him I stood Nothing of me he ever accepted Emotion of mine always suspected Only if changed, is what he thought But still his amity is what I sought Loneliness is what, caused him agony So “Yes” he said to seek harmony Whole affair for him was only a deal Essence of Love he could never feel What he said was considered a law Malevolence in him I never saw Sensitive a lot he said he was Yet only pain is what he caused Alone he goes ahead blaming destiny Thought his love was for eternity Today for me my world is lost Limits of tolerance has been crossed Now I realize we can’t pair Oh god It’s a feeling of despair For Hurt, anger, pity and shame Nobody but my self to blame