No Trust

i don't know what i did did i do something wrong is it something i said? trust is something that can be carried long even after you think you have someone's trust do you really have it? or is it all a big lie and to see it is a must? people say they trust you, when really you don't have it. DAMNIT! we try hard to gain something that can be lost just as easily but no matter how hard i try, they keep proving me right repeatedly there's really never any trust. and to finally see that is a very big must.