No One Cares

The pain I felt I brought myself. Too many times I tempted fate and lost. For me I know they'll be no one else. My life with you was the cost. Don't hate me because I can't control, the fear inside which burns. I lost the battle of sanity long ago. A simple life of normalcy in for what I yearn. Now I'm spinning hard, around I go. Nothing can save me from my own. You forgive me is what I need to know. But, I know your patience with me is gone. So, do I accept the hand that fate has dealt? Go start another life, be someone new. Just forget the years and the way I felt. No, I have no life without you. Never can I forget my soul mate. The person with life I was meant to share. We were together now we're not, they say it's fate. Another failure and nobody cares.