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i see you in the hallways. & sometimes in class. it kills me to see you. knowing i cant have you. i want you more than anything. & anyone. i rarely call you. i dont want you to know. cause i know it wont work. i led. & said i didnt like you. a long long time ago. it kille doyu. i remember. a day we all played in the rain. & you, just sat inside and watched. the guy i was with denied me & said "no.jess.he still likes you.i saw the way he looked at you. its completely different than I've ever soon.its special.don't ruin it." i want you back. im sorry.