No Name

I want to be loved. I want to be hugged. Above all I want some one to tell me its alright. Though nothing here in my life seems to go right. It's a constant fight just for me to try to survive. In an instant what I think is truth turns to lies. Alone my demise is creeping up on me. And every night I suffer these haunting dreams. Waking up from my own screams in cold sweats. Taking meds just to keep from losing my breath. I'm stressed fending of these panic attacks. I want to find the light but all i've been seeing is black. I'm about to crack from the pressure. I wish i could just meet her. It would be best for me to have a true friend. A real love not someone who pretends. Maybe ascend to a higher level of life. I'm just getting tired of the fight. Strife is beating me down and it's so painful. Maybe one day karma will send me an angel.